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YO TRICK OR TREAT‼️
HELLO HERES HANCOCK FOR YOU FROM OZ’S HIGHSCHOOL AU
#sorry for the long wait#I cant get myself to draw lately#but anyway heres hancock :3#john hancock#highschool au#hamilton#hamilton fanart#amrev#digital art#art#hamilton au#au#john hancock fanart#hancock
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A Werehog can't get any sleep without becoming the center of a cuddle pile because he's soft
i think he manages
#sth#sonic the hedgehog#ask#miles tails prower#tails the fox#wholesome sonic and tails wednesday#wstw#chip the light gaia#hes here TOO!#man im late as shit with this#i cant get myself to draw ANYTHING hh#but im still going strong on wstw thats my saving grace#werehog wednesday#FORGOT THAT ONE#sonic the werehog#dunkinsart
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HAPPY ANNIVERSARY SONIC UNLEASHED YAYYYYY
#i love you sonic unleashed#my favorite sonic game ever probably one of my favorite games in general actually. cant believe its been 15 years#sonic the hedgehog#sth#sonic unleashed#sonic the werehog#chip the light gaia#sonic world adventure#< do people use that tag#my art#idk how i managed to get that first drawing done so quickly ive been having a lot of trouble getting myself to finish drawings lately#probably looks a bit off because i dont usually draw sonic from that angle but whatever
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redrew an oc thing from last year :3
#while working on this youtube wouldnt fucking load and i was trying to listen to an album so i sat there for like 20 minutes#trying to get it to work and it made so upset i got a headache#anyways#not including the original cuz honestly. this is barely a redraw of the contents its more abt the style / process i used#only one of these guys was in the original . the other two didnt even exist yet i think#actually. im not sure . their designs definetly didnt exist but i cant quite rmemeber when i was first coming up w their rough concepts#the proportions are probably awful i didnt sketch this out#but i dont care anymore ive barely been able to being myself to draw lately anythint is good enough#scribbles#ocposting#furry tag#sfw furry#anthro art#eyestrain#bright colors#eyestrain art#id in alt text#i dont eemmebrr what else to tag i feel like im forgetting somethint#the ID might be kinda bad srry#oc stuff is hard for me to describe especially cuz idfk how to explain their designs they just.. exist#artists on tumblr
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Jitterbug
#whenever my meds kick in it feels like im gonna piss myself. not literally but its really really feels like it#and now whenever that happens my mind goes back to pancho (grandmas dog) at a xmas party years ago#bc he peed when we arrived bc he was so excited to see ppl and my cousin had to clean it up :o)#well for better or for worse i know that feeling now when im pumped on 20mg of adderall#im still getting used to this whole diagnosis thing cause ive gone untreated and undiagnosed for the longest time. so theres probably a lot#i still dont know and have to learn to get myself to be.. functional on my own? self managing????#i even set up reminders on my phone for work periods meals and stuff. but the problem is actually getting myself to stick to that to a T#because the minute i slack off or something gets in the way it throws it all off until i can be bothered to get back on track. it sucks#at least ive built up other habits like writing notes and setting alarms ahead of time.. but i feel like i could do better#its always hard to change something if youve been doing it wrong for the longest time. especially behaviour and thinking patterns. sigh#in other news my glasses bailed on me so i have to get a new pair sometime. i just realized i never draw my sona with glasses but thats#mostly bc i forget. id love to get some browline glasses like my old pair but im picky and its hard to find one id like for the next 5 year#i also finally managed to collect all the fish in my animal crossing file!!! pulled out a char last week and boom now i have a poster :o)#THAT was a moment where i almost peed myself for real. id love to get all the bugs but i cant stay up late on the switch :o(#yapping#my art#myart#doodles#personal#diary
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#i went to sleep at 3am and its 6am now bc i criedmyself to sleep 👍👍#sorry to ventdump my annoying insecurities again#i cant bring myself to do something i really want anymore#been having these thoughts since last year but this year its a lot more apparent#ideas are not scarce but the motivation/time to execute them are#i wish i could take an indefinite break on taking commissions bc by the time im finished with all of them im too burnt out/1#to draw for my blog and by the time it passes my motivation for these ideas also vanishes/2#I cant actually stop now bc im still an unpaid internee working for experience+portfolio so I need the money#I feel like shit whenever i can't get art done at the appropriate timing (ex: thematic holiday/character bday/event etc)#everything passes too fast and its already too late and the hype dies#its so hard to stay relevant and charismatic enough#Looking back I can't say im 100% satisfied with ANY art i posted this year#“was it worthy? is it still relevant? did I waste my time doing this?”#im too overly emotional over this (unfortunately) popular fictional lion beastman#“I want to yume/draw him more often/talk more about him!”#why? hes already popular enough. He has louder and more popular users who do that for him. nobody would care if it's you.#you'd get a swarm of hate. nobody would send you nice asks about it.#you don't get nearly half of the asks you used to receive back then. people just aren't interested in you anymore.#maybe you should delete your blog and start drawing trendy doodles of whatever is being hyped up at the moment.#.#if I can't execute original ideas what's the point of it?#I hate HATE having to do trendy art of whatever unfunny meme is being hyped up at the moment#but sometimes its necessary for the algorithm to boost you and to get some actual crumbs of engagement and new followers#what else can I do? being interesting on your own or having an interesting oc is no easy feat. I envy those who manage.
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aha i lied. april fools.
#idk i dont really have any jokes. anything id do for april fools id willingly do any other day#anyways woohoo my favorite rejuv character melanie i cant believe i havent drawn her yet wow#sorry i havent really been drawing much lately ive mostly just been doodling random characters for myself#its been fun :] but nothing i really wanna post anywhere#but when i finaly get to reading the newest executioner light novel itll be all over for me. i doubt ill draw anything else for a while#pokemon rejuvenation
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ranpoe but they both become flustered idiots when the other makes a move
#I’m drawing this totslly#Please trust#Ranpo flirts and poe dies inside#Poe flirts ( accidentally most of the time ) and ranpo dies inside#Someone draw this as well actually#ART LSL#I’m writing this to cope with the fact that my pookie Ranpo is apparently close to death guys wth where is he what is happening#If he is about to die I’m going to kill myself#MARK MY WORDS#I BETTER NYOT SEE THAT !!!!!!#Anyway I really want to draw ranpo#And Karl . Karl is the silliest fr fr#I don’t think I’ve been this obsessed with a character in a while#Character ai is going haywire#Someone help me before it’s too late please pelapslsll#I’ve sunken in too far HELP ME I CANT I HATE HIM !!!!! GET HIM OUT MY MIND !!!!!!#This is an illness why am I like this#Why do I always like the super silly characyers#2 types of mine apparently : Silly silly and silly why#I’m doing this to cope okay#Anyway they are so baby girl#Yosano is also babygirl fr fr meow I mean who said that#ranpo edogawa#bsd ranpo#bungou stray dogs ranpo#bsd poe#edgar allan poe bsd#edogawa ranpo#bsd ranpoe#bungou stray dogs
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not-yet-dead-person
silly comic of a conversation in-game i thought was too funny not to make something proper for instead of a doodle ww
(timelapse + wip images (thus silly process commentary in read more if you like artist commentary :3)
i think the sketch looks silly and goofy and funny so i find it important to share with you the mere presence of the faces i drew on it. i drew it on top of the boxes without staying inside its borders because i find my proportions can get wonky if i draw them cropped in a restricted space. and I feel trapped otherwise and i will draw BAD!!! give me spaceeeee to go wild!!!!
the head circles are there for emotional support
very low res speedpaint because truth is the canvas was much bigger than the space where my comic was placed. i didnt account when exporting my timelapse in 720px that that tiny space would look so pixelated ... but it's able to be percieved, so its okay.
(i will now comment on my process and it is not brief sorry)
usually i would try to clean up my sketches and figure out what goes on top before jumping into linework, but since there are multiple panels and drawings i chose to jump into inking right away for the sake of brevity. i just went in with a brush that uses pen pressure and drew what was needed. i added extra line thickness and contrast in areas around the face because it helps direct your eyes there more easily that way.
according to her equipment rei has a chain belt but i only remembered it existed once I was going to color, and i did not like that discovery... I chose to ignore it to maintain my peace. i already have the color palettes for these characters figured out, and i didnt really want to think about a new element at the moment www I tend to overthink those things a lot so i skipped it
the rest is rather straightforward! not that anything else wasn't, but in here i could turn my brain off and sing. linework and sketching require mumbling so i cannot turn my brain off. just block in the characters with a solid color so i can have a mask (something along those lines,) where the color can stay inside. then just color in !!!
Base colors just had slight cell shading on the skin, and for the hair i airbrush a bit of the skincolor in low opacity near the forehead... I'm not sure what it means, but i can look at the faces easier with it somehow. i like the gentle subtlety it adds even if you cant really tell. it makes things look nice.
background was just me blocking in the color of the wall and floor, shade the wall a bit, then slap a noise and free use wood texture on top. work smarter not harder ! yet it took a bit to make it look stylistically fitting with the characters, and even now i think bottom middle panel looks odd. whatever!!!
for the middle panel i thought itd be funny if the background was a solid silly and colorful one to contrast the next panel's sketchy black one. a contrast to how the word widow is seen. on that note my handwritting is not pointy. i gaslighted my hand into thinking that it was indeed pointy in that moment so i could write "not-yet dead person" in letters that didn't seem cute. my hand did not fall for it but it complied anyway
that's basically it! I'm not sure what else i could say that doesn't feel barebones because it really is that straightforward. if you're curious I used clip studio paint for this. only special brush used was for linework (a brush named Lemon Brush), the rest used were just the default. my computer gets the least credit. it was trying to convince me a 20mb file was going to nuke it all the time and hardly let me save multiple times so i do not appreciate it
#re:kinder#fanart#sayaka re:kinder#rei re:kinder#OH I ALREADY RAMBLED IN MY POST WHATEVER SHOULD I TALK ABOUT NOW IN MY TAGS UEEEEEEE😭😭😭#oh yeah do you want to know a fun fact about this drawing#i started it yesterday. i wasnt meant to I DID NOT HAVE PERMISSION...FROM MYSELF... i was meant to be on break#i self imposed a one week break from doing any rekinder related project after the transcript to avoid accidental burn out#NOT THAT I GOT TIRED OF IT AFTER THAT TRANSCRIPT NOT AT ALL#but jumping straight into more hours of creativr work after over 30 hours of it is asking for disaster. it is asking for burn out#yesterday was the last day . 12 hours were left but i was going to die if i didnt draw anything it would have been OVER#(aka my period started recently so i got very gloomy and depressed so i needed to run to my favorite stress relief...drawing rekinder☺️)#(on that note seriously what the fuck please explain the evolutionary advantage to getting horribly depressed every month)#(like hello?!?! rant real quick— i get enough flashbacks everyday i DONT need them to last longer and have me more msierable ?!?!?)#(periods are so dangerous to my mental health for no reason can i get a restriction order on them or some shit what the fuck)#(anyway thats enough of that break of character DONEEEE :3333)#SO YEAH I DIDNT EVEN LAST 7 WHOLE DAYS i even played a new game in between those 6 days youd think itd het my mind of rekinder. WRONNNNGGG#not even another devastating rpg horror gamr could divert my attention for long i hsd to draw rekinder😊#using the newfound power of mt transcript i was decided on drawing rei because i dont draw her enough for how high she is on my fvaorites#i was initially doodling random lines but then i stumbled upon this interactkon and it doesnt really fit into my usual expression sheets#so i thought hey lets do it asife#i thumbnailrd it and from there i was like hey lets do it in comic format isntead of separated messy doodles in tint canvas#and the rest is hisotry .... aka i spent the last two days doing this instead of doing MY HOMEWORK!!!!!#on my defense when i wasnt drawing i was horribly depressed i had no other choice#(seriously fuck off periods WHAT what do you mean i need to be distracted 24/7 to not be struck by crippling meltdowns LEAVE ME ALONE?!?!?)#(they should be banned we as a society should find like a . cure to them it dont do me good to have a whole week where i cant function)#these tags have been more of a weird rant im sorry IVE BEEN FEELING PEEEVEDDD LATELY SO YOU GET. STRANGE DROTTER LORE ????
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i wanna draw during daylight tomorrow... can somebody make sure i go to my desk after eating lunch instead of heading back to bed for 5 hours
#i hate getting to desk late remembering i love drawing but then still not being able to get myself#to my desk Earlier so i have More Time To Draw. WAGH#can someone come and pick me up from my bed and place me in my chair like 6 ft away. bc i cant do it.#talkys
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summer am I right
#all i write is about you#i technically have no tag for art pieces actually- i just dont draw often enough to have considered it-#I JUST REALISED I FORGOT ABOUT THE BANDAGES ON THE OTHER HAND LMAOOOO#anyway it's late and I just felt like sketching somwthing dont ask too much of me lmao#well#SUMMER#*huge sigh*#summer's too bitter to me#not to get too personal but the summer mood for me is a huge “I need to get out of here” so selfship content it is#save me wrio wrio save me#savin' me during the whole year of classes and exams and then during vacation too what a man#i honestly cant make up designs for self inserts that are as detailed as others in the game HDKS so just some generic clothes and that's it#sometimes in my mind i just imagine myself in sweatpants around there HDKDNK#i dont think i'll tag it as anything else actually just rambling in here#wrio reading papers and going around his day as he rests his head on mine and keeps me steady around him#kinda based on a video of the actors of a movie i watched recently kdndk yea that was nice#wriothesley gotta be like one of the most supportive friends out there#i keep thinking of little details to change but at the same time man im too sleepy for this HDKDBK#I dont like it here. I would like it by Wriothesley's side tho:(#n is talking
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the bittersweet but absolute flood of relief that comes from admitting defeat at living independently, to have to move back in with parents. we tried! we gave it our best shot for almost 3 years! but living like this (being on our own) is just not possible for us at this time of our lives. we've finally proved it to ourselves that we can't do it. it'll be okay to let ourselves rest now
#latimers parents not mine!!!! i am NOT moving back to florida LOL#really hope that the changes will be good for my mental health. this apartment is toxic to us#ive been on the verge of meltdowns Kind Of A Lot lately. imnot doing great#extremely dependent on substances. just to reach a baseline level of functioning. but even that isnt working as much anymore#the only things i do on my phone or tablet these days is like. 2 mobile games. and skirting past my dms to check latimers blog#its too overwhelming to even open discord these days yknow. everything on earth is too much for me right meow#i havent been drawing i havent been social online OR irl i havent been cooking or creating#i havent been keeping up with personal hygiene like at all im particularly ashamed about that one#i've been really bad about doing my T the past few months which is a HUGE shame because im SO fucking hyped to be on it#theres just. too many obstacles in getting it done half the time. and the other half of the time i just forget#anyway. anyway.#our lease ends in july so between now and then we're just gonna try our best to tolerate our living situation enough to get by#there's a light at the end of the tunnel. and its called 'i only have to be in charge of like 2 rooms at most. and not a household!'#we're gonna try to slowly comb through all our things between now and then so the process of moving wont suck as bad#cuz listen. its pretty fucking bad right now#maybe not for other people. but it is for me. and its okay to let myself come to terms with that#im just. so relieved. still very stressed! but theres at least light at the end of the tunnel and its only like 2 months away#ill be able to draw guilt-free again. ill be able to just EXIST guilt-free#i dont think ive felt guilt-free for just existing the way i do since like. turning 20#i know my mom wouldve loved if i stayed home forever. and im sad i cant be there for her#but ever since i had a fight with my dad at 15 or 16 it just really felt like he didnt want me there more and more#maybe as the youngest he was resenting that i was preventing him from becoming an empty nester or something. i dont know#because all the other kids had been moved out and on their own at least once but i had never left home before#i dont know if he'd be heartbroken or not to hear that i feeling like he was resenting me. but thats the energy i was picking up for years#i dunno. i dont know#anyway. back to housing. for now im going to try to relax and store energy for the moving process#the huge pile of things by the kitchen? i dont have to worry about that becoming permanent because we're leaving in 2 months#the general discord of the state of our possessions? we have to go through everything to pack it all anyway. we can move in RIGHT this time#when we moved in here we didnt have a car or license so we were dependent on latimers 3-hr-drive-away parents to help us move#just /across town/. and we had a whole month between leases! but it still had to be done in a weekend
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my friend threw up on me today but its okay cause he took me out side and gave me enrichment. picture unrelated
#suxx#minami#rgg#is a vomit tag required when its offscreen vomiting#definitely further warning for this imminent tag rant#ive been having a grossout return lately after it getting dormant in my head and have been thinking bout drawing similar goofy#weird offputting etc shit. incl gore and stuff. but my brain has a weird incongruence with whats “okay” to post anymore. thx hlvrai fandom#and its especially thus w spew bc my main is named after a time i was so sick i upchucked bile#because. because when i made the account my fixation at the time. was a shockrock band. which id draw and post often. so i felt like i had#to have something authentically GROSS!#and now i feel like i cant draw anything puke bc ppl r gna think im an emeto guy#if u like emeto idc im just chronically frustrated about ppl misinterpreting me andthen if i try and correct them its all Suuurree buddy 🤐#anyways we went to the carni show today it was fun we went on a lot of rides. he puked on the teacups of all things#i would have used my awesome epic catlike flinching skills to get myself out of his trajectory but the man who sat us in the cups was rlly#nice and rlly clear that we were NOT to get out of the cups if he doesnt come get us#so i jumped and sat on the rim of it instead (still in the splashzone)#i dont hold any of this against him btw i had fun today. i dont think im capable of giving AF
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Late night gaming
I'm thinking of making another Tumblr just so I can rant about different shows / games / books I have recently finished or am obsessed with. If I do it, this will be my icon.
I honestly do wanna make another Tumblr for these rants, mainly because I want a better log of what I thought about different series and what-not, but man, it's been hard to make myself do anything recently.
Anyhoo, I've been doing a lot of fanart recently due to my 3x3 of my favorite girl characters and I'm starting to miss doing original art. After I finish that, I'll probably start posing more original art. Or more Yona art I'm so weak.
Oh, also, in case anyone's wondering, I'm probably playing Animal Crossing: New Leaf or Tomodachi Life on my 3ds in this drawing. I'm so weak for those games; the Nintendo 3ds has a chokehold on my childhood.
#fire alpaca#2024#my art#digital art#nintendo 3ds#late night gaming#original art#artists on tumblr#blue#art#bro i was gonna upload both the banner and the icon at the same time but I have only got the rough sketch done for the banner#so expect that in like two weeks#why cant i get myself to draw send help#i have never been so unmotivated to draw in my life
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redownloaded an old art program
#specifically its tayasui memopad…#sketches was like borderline unusable last i redownloaded it#which was like.. oct last year#maybe its gotten better but i dont feel like bothering with it anymore haha#memopad i never used much aside from little scribble doodles (id make a scribble and try to turn it into something)#but its changed a lot since i last used it.. which was like four years ago so i cant be too surprised i guess XD#its still pretty jank but in a more manageable way . i missed rhe sketches brushes theyre very lovely#sorry for all the rambling haha#ive been feeling really shitty lately and have barely been able to draw it feels like#a lot of what i have made ive had to really.. force myself to get out. and i havent been as satisfied with it as id like to br#this is kind of janky still but i like it and i had fun making it#everytime i draw these two its exactly the same cuz i have to remind myself what their designs even were everytime >_<‘’#hopefully i do some more stuff today. its already getting late but im feeling a little better#getting back into the swing of things or whatever#i thought someone on af was ghosting me or whatever but turns out they were just . busy. ( <- figures i need to stop assuming haha) and#they also made this amazing revenge im absolutely in love with its so cute#really made my day =)#scribbles#furry tag#good god i write way too much in these#sorry#anyways#queueing this to post again (its the 14th as im writing this) i feel like that worked alright for me last time#im kinda making this post impulsively i am. constantly going back nd forth on whether i even like posting my art nowadays#oh well#yeah queue i wanna know#mother series#<- i forgot to tag that . for blog organization mostly these r just#nothing burger npcs barely anyone cares abt (nintens sisters lol)
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The urge to draw eels kissing vs the urge to draw eels being ominous as fuck in the water
#cant decide what to spend my art energy on today (again!)#the art block lately is so fucking strong im literally just sitting here wanting to draw so bad but like#every idea i have is like ehhhhh is it worth the time#thunderclap#i just wanna draw for fun but i keep being worried abt the quality of it overall like my brain is like. noo dont waste ur time babygirl#so i just end up not drawing and just rotating blorbos in my head#i feel like i need to teach myself to get back in the mindless doodling habit again
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